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I got a new journal.
oOhxbabii >> comment THERE to be added.
www.livejournal.com/users/oOhxbabii
*friends only* from now on. =)
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| weekend =) |
[10 Apr 2005|06:03pm] |
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so my family all came over yesterday around 2. and krista was there ;) then, later jeff & ray stopped by for a while. we played outside all day. it was beautiful, and we drew pretty pictures with chalk. ;) then amy finally got here. and we all hung out for a while. her mom came and got us and then we drove krista home and went back to her house. bummed around all night and then went to sleep around 1:30. i had a wonderful suprise when i woke up this morning =) <3 my favorite way to wake up! then we walked to tanning and tanned. then walked home. we were gonna to the store with her mom but then we got ice cream instead then came back to her house nd hung out, and 'stuff'. =) hehe. then my mom came and got me around 5ish. hm.. i got real crabby, or weird i guess for a while. something felt funny, i d k why. i'm sorry BOTH of you. i'm all better now, i promise!
krista wants me to come over tonight to go out to eat and stuff tomorrow, but i don't think that i can because.. i was out last night. GAY! hmm.. i d k maybe i'll have her here, tonight.. or tuesday! =) i d k yet. hmm.
well, i'm out -
i have to do some laundry. because. i have NOTHING to wear.
-- Jordan
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[09 Apr 2005|11:29am] |
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this is going to be a lot harder then i thought </3
-jordan
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| horriable day. |
[08 Apr 2005|04:10pm] |
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day started out just fine. my day was great. i was in a good mood. then fifth hour i needed to call dustin & my dad. so i went to the bathroom, to call for a ride home. mrs nasty ass old ugly kretchmer came in, and saw me on my phone. shes liek hang it up. so i did, like she asked. then she says, come to the office we'll let them deal with it. so she tells the office lady,"she refused to give me her phone and her name." i was liek um, you didnt even ask me for my name, OR my phone. shes liek, oh well i meant to nd i told her so don't blame it on me. then the office lady was being a bitch & wouldn't give it back to me. I was so mad, and gave her the worst attitude ever. She asked me for my name nd I gave it to her nd then she took her sweet old time with her stupid phone call and spelled my name with a fucking L does CAMPAGANA sound like an L no! DUMBASS and when i spelled it out for her i did it like she was stupid. dumbass. i just yelled at her liek 7 times nd she told me i had a bad attitude so i threw my shit on her desk and grabbed the phone to call. then i slammed the phone down and stormed out of the office. i was so pissed off. i just went back to 5th hour and sat there. then i was all crabby and swearing, i wanted to kill someone. and my eyes got all teary because i was so pissed. so then i go to 6th hour and slam all my shit down, and paul starts shit agian. which made me even more mad. omg i was getting so angry i couldnt even breath & i was shaking. then after i went to take my french test, nd i did horriable, excep ti'm getting a b- in the class now, so thats good. and then dustin was waiting for me outside, and he drove me hoem. that was the only good thing about my day is that i seen him <3 thnx for comin to get me dustty i loove you! =) so i get home.. and talked to him for a while on the phone. and then my dad was gonna call the school nd give 'em permission to give my phone to sean, and then i was gonna have natalie take him to get it & bring it to me, but the fucking office IS CLOSED it was closed at fucking 3:30. OMG now i am fucking pissed, i don't have it all fucking weekend. i'm so fucking pissed off. that is fucking bullshit if they are going ot take my fucking phoen from me then they can at least keep it wher ei can get it later, my parents do fucking work you know. my fucking god. i'm so crabby. and i have nothing to do tonight. amy wants me to come over, my moms liek i d k if you need to go again, but ill talk to dad. and then she said she'd call me back when she talked to him, so hopefully i can.. or that will make me even more crabby. OH and savanna isn't gonna be coming anymore tomorrow because her car broke down and over heated so she cant drive it here. oh great. add more to my wonderful day. im about ready to kill someone. mother fuckers- i hate you.
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| update! =) |
[08 Apr 2005|06:26am] |
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came home from school to watch my sister. then i went to amys around 4:30. that was fun <3 wow. she was hyper when i got there, and she attacked me with a .. pom pom? lmao. weirdo! =P kenny and krista left, kim, natalia nd people got there a little while later. we just laid around being dumb. lol. then we all watched the o.c. ;] well.. um it was boring, i think? lol nd then kims mom came nd got us, and drove me home. i came home and had to clean the bathroom real good, cuz i forgot before i left and my dads friend from mexico is coming to stay with us! =) i cant wait to see him, its been since last july! gosssh! hm, i have no plans tonight. if krista isn't grounded, she wants to hang out so hopefully she can do that. and i think amy is going to kennys with nicole? hmm.. i d k but i wnna do something because tomorrow im stuck home all day w. a family party here for my brothers bday, but savanna will be here, so its swell. =P nd sunday, no plans. i have a feeling this is gonna be a boring weekend, nd i have an even worse feeling that im not gnna be able to see dustin all weekend? =( i told him that nd he was liek, "darn." thanks kiddo, you seemd real concerened! =( well, went to bed around 10:30ish. Dustin called around 11, talked for a while nd then we both fell asleep.
my bus is about to come in 10 minutes so i'm out.
happy friday everyonee! =) <33
- Jordan
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[07 Apr 2005|09:20am] |
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Nothing will get between us. I will not let you ruin what I have with him. You can try and do whatever you want but your not stopping it. You wont, I wont let you. I love him, more then anything in this world, and he loves me and your not ruining that for me. I'm finally happy with him, I'm finally complete again, I'm finally back with the person I want to be with and your are NOT screwing it up. I was sad before, lonely, depressed and now I'm happy, just like before. You don't liek him? I don't care. You have no reason too. And you have NO right to judge him like you do, YOU DO NOT KNOW HIM you know Dustin from before he's different now, and you didn't even know him then. You'll never know him liek I do, we have some special, something you will obviously never understand, or stop. IDC if you stop me from seeing him that still wont stop me, I'll talk to him and that isn't going to mess up what we have, NOTHING will. So keep feeling how you feel, and talk to me, and put him down, but our relationship down, do what you want but NOTHING is going to stop me from being with him. I LOVE HIM.
- So my dad decided to start talking to me about Dustin, lemme think.. um, NO! And I was fine with it at first until he started putting him down, and making him sound liek this horriable person that he's not. He asked me if that is what I really want to be with after highschool, I yelled at him and told him I am in 10th grade and I'm not even thinking about that. Then he just kept going & going and I just started crying and now I'm all worked up. Why does this have to be so damn hard? I hate it, I can't stand it.
I Love You So Much Dustin. More Then Anything In This Whole World. Your My Everything. Your The Best Thing That Has Ever Happend To Me. <3
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[06 Apr 2005|08:57pm] |
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[1] When and how did we meet:
[2] What did you first notice about me:
[3] What do you like most about me:
[4] Are we friends:
[5] Have you ever seen me with my shirt off:
[6] Have you ever seen me cry:
[7] Describe me in four adjectives:
[8] If we could spend a day together what would we do:
[9] Have we ever gotten in a fight:
[10] If you could give me a present what would it be:
[11] Would you hug me:
[12] What do you really think of me:
[13] Have we ever kissed:
[14] Has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
[15] Wanna makeout:
[16] Is there anything you dont like about me:
[17] What makes you think of me:
[18] Whats your name:
[19] Am I nice to you:
[20] Who do I look like:
[21] Whats one thing you would change about me:
[22] Am I attractive:
[23] Would I look good in black:
[24] Do you have a secret to tell me, and you were to scared to tell me about:
[25] Am I a good person:
[26] Name one thing you would do for/to me:
[27] Do you like me:
[28] Whats one thing about my image you like:
[29] Have we ever dated:
[30] Should we date:
( i am so incredibly bored - )
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| long update.. |
[06 Apr 2005|03:37pm] |
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so after school yesterday me & krista decided to go to taco bell. and invite jeff along! so we met him up there, and we get in there and franked walked in. it was so fnny. lmao. i got so scared. anyways.. then we finished eating and walked to jeffs house, nd hung out there for a little bit nd then we walked back to my house. wow. talk about a loong walk. holy hell it felt liek we were walking forever! lol then we just hung out here for a while nd we had kenny come by for a few. ;] for krista of course! we hung out outside nd then came in so i could get my stuff together for kristas. then kenny left nd dustin drove by nd honked. ha hes so cute <3 i was glad i seen him, i didnt talk to him but i seen him at least! =) nd then.. my mom came home nd got me nd krista, i went to ask jeff if he wanted a ride home he said he was gonna hang out with my brother cuz his game was "fucking tight." lol so we left. got to kristas hung out bein gay all night. picked out our clothes, nd finally went to bed around 1:30. def. looked thru some old pics, man some people used to be so effing ugly! lmao. woke up this morning to krista on my phone talking to savanna. then i talked to her for a few minutes, nd finallly got up. did my hair .. waited for krista to get outta bed. we finally finished getting ready. i was mad because i was having a really bad hair day but we looked cute in our skirts. ;] we walked to coneys had really gross pancakes, man they were sick. then we stayed there for a little so we werent to early. walked to 7*11 nd back to the school. ;] muahah. that was fun <3 walked around the school fo rliek ever cuz we were still real early nd then finally went to class. english is so boring i cant take it.. biology is where i got real crabby. first, i had to go to my locker and get my binder. then i had to go get something else, finally started to almot finish my work and i get called down to counseling. mother fucker! so i walk all the way there nd she doesnt even know why she wanted me. maybe because i signed up BEFORE break. hm, i dunno? my god. so i went back to class, nd had another effing firedrill, i'm SO sick of those things. then finally got to math. which is the ultimate worse class ever! sat there, alone, bored and quiet as usual. listend to paul fuckin talk shit. asshole. hmm had ANOTHER damn firedrill i almost killed someone. oh yeah and i found out that my teacher didn't want to give me a day to meet w/ her after school to make up some stuff from florida, so she just marked 'em as 0's, so i have a C. isn't that lovely. i handed in some stuff, nd she sed she update it nd let me know tomorrow. it better be back to an A or someones gonna be not too happy, and that someone is ME. yeah.. then came home, finally! nd just listend to paul bitch nd bitch at me. nd then i tell dustin nd i told paul if he dont leave me alone dustins gonna do somethin bout it.. he then decides to apologize nd say he was just mad nd didnt think before he said ne thing. bullfuckingshit! hes only aplogizing because hes fucking scared of dustin. you dumb p - word! = P hmm anways.. so i have dance tonight. blah. i hope it's okay i don't feel liek being crabby, ALL night. tomorrow i am supposed to hang out with amy! =) nd kim ? I hope i can, but knowing my parents, they won't let me. i'm suure! because " dustin will be there " or so they think, EVERYTIME i leave the house. you know, i DO go hang out w/ my friends WITHOUT dustin sometimes, i dont fuckin revolve my life around him, god damn! so yaeh.. i'm done bitching. sorry this entry was so long. but i hadda get a lot out ! oh .. and hopefully krista can spend the night tongiht so we can get breakfast in the morning! ;] and then be losers and take the bus to school! haha.
today.. is mine and dustins 1 year and 3 month anniversary. everyone is bitching at me, saying we cant count it because we broke up for 6 months, but out of those 6 months we were liek, talking for 4 of them. so kind of.. seeing each other, but not officially dating. so yeah you can ALL suck my left nut AND my right one. we've dated on & off.
-- Jordan.
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[05 Apr 2005|10:05am] |
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im leavin in about 20 minutes to go pick up krista then go to 7*11 nd off to school. blah! hopefully day goes by fast. i'm so mad we have the 3 last hours because they are gay. i hate them all. ugh ! anyways. i look disgusting today. i d k why but i do. i'm grossd with my self. if thats even a word. i didnt feel liek doing my hair so its just up and my make up is so shitty looking today! ugh gross! i better look good tomorrow. i'm going to breakfast w/ dustin <3 and hopefully krista nd kenny. one year and 3 months baby. ;] wooo! i loove you! hmm.. well i'm out i have to go TRY to fix my nasty self! :[
<3 muuch love!
-- Jordan.
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| best day. <3 |
[04 Apr 2005|10:50pm] |
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school sucked. but i came home and talked to dustin and he wanted to get outta the house, so he skated to my house from 14 & ryan. =) i was so happy, that was the cutest thing nd it like made my night. when i seen him he was so tired nd everything nd i felt bad for him but i was so glad to see him. omg i love him. i had him walk with me to walgreens so i could pick up my perscription & then we went up to wilde and talked. then i went home, got my sister, waited for my mom to left & went back up there. it was kind of boring just sitting there & it was cold, but i was glad to be with him =) nathan came and got him around 7. then i came home & ate. now i'm watching a lifetime movie. ;] it so good. hm.. tomorrow i think me & my dad are going to go out to breakfast. then wednesday hopefully with krista & the boys! im so glad we have late starts.
well.. i'm out.
thanks melissa, for helping me with my journal! =)
i love you baby <33
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[04 Apr 2005|02:53pm] |
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i officially hate school. it makes me so crabby. i'm fine until 5th hour. when i know i have to go to 6th hour. ive never hated a class so much. i'm miserable in that class. omg i cant even explain it. amy wasnt there today either. i missed her! =( and i missed dustin. i dont like not being able to talk to him when i feel like it, i hate it. god i hate it. i hate everything about school and everything that results from school. ugh!
i got working papers today. hopefully i'll get that gay job at kroger >:-0 i have to have the school fill it out, and then turn them in with my application. everyone pray for me! i NEED this job and i NEED to save for a car ;] 158 more days!
hopefully krista can spend the night tonight. and we can go to breakfast in the morning. =) how nice. and tuesday night, hopefully ill stay the night there. and we'll meet the boys for breakfast. maybe? hmm. we'll see! =) wednesday.. would officially mine nd dustins 1 year and 3 month anniversary. =) if we hadn't broke up.. so it still is. just on & off, right ? right ! i love you baby <33 i couldn't imagine spending that time with anyone else. <33 MUUAH! = D
--- Jordan.
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[04 Apr 2005|06:46am] |
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i woke up fine this morning.
and then it went down hill from there.
mother fucker.
my eyeliner wnt go on.
my hair is liek a damn fro.
um..well my face broke out.
i have TWO, not one but TWO
on my forehead. WHO the
hell does that. ugh. fuckkkk.
and now i have to leave in a
few minutes. it's cold. i'm
wearing a really cute skirtt ;]
i look cute.. from the neck down
=\ ughh.. i love you baby <33
if you read this.. call/text me
later <33
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| last day of break = ( |
[03 Apr 2005|09:43pm] |
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awh.. so break is over.
it was awesome though! this is the best break ive had in a long time. = )
today sucked though.
i woke up from amys around 10. fucking tired as all hell. i have been all day. well, my grandmas party was really boring. i talked to my cousins a little bit and played with the babies,but yeah. i was exhausted and crabby. my grandma finally took me home around 7. thank god! i came home to work on my stupid extra credit for history, that isn't gonna get me much. it sucks ass. oh well. i talked to dustin a few times today. it's going to suck not being able to talk to him whenever i feel liek it. ugh! he doesnt have his cell phone, he lost it and then his mom shut it off. fuckerrr. that makes me mad. its not fair. now we cant talk late at night liek we usally do, every single night for the past liek 2 months and i cant just call him to talk to him, when i miss him.. whenever i feel like it. i just have to wait for him to call nd it blows! iloveyoubaby<3
i tried clearing shit up with everyone today. people i had problems with. first, paul. he kinda accepted, but he didn't know? i really could care less. i cleared up my part thats all that matters if he still wants to be friends with me, he will. second. dave. wow. that was a mistake, a huge one! whoa. he ended up calling me a bitch nd an idiot, stupid and more. so fuck him. at least i tried. and then i said something to kelly, she kept dragging on. i only wanted to make one point she just kept going and going. yeah that was really pointless. hm.
i'm wearing a skirt tomorrow. ;] i'm excited! i love my skirt. it's so cute!
so yeah. late starts this week. thank god! ah. i'm so happy.
wow. fuck you dave. fucking fuck you!
8000: you just say crap all the time
PeArLDrUmMeR8000: why the heck would i like you
PeArLDrUmMeR8000: i cant believe you actually thought i did
PeArLDrUmMeR8000: i love chelsea...always have always will...so just get over it
oXo jOrdO: sorry HUN i dont care.
PeArLDrUmMeR8000: whatever BITCH
oXo jOrdO: i love dustin always have always will so just get over it.
PeArLDrUmMeR8000: idc that you love him
oXo jOrdO: nd idc that you love chelsea. your guys's business, not mine.
we have the friendliest people in this world! =) all i said was sorry.
well.. this was a very pointless entry. and very bitchy. but its all good. =D
eventhough sean thinks i bitch too much. oops! =) sorry sean. haha.
i love you baby <3
if you see this..call me
if you can. i love you so
much. you have no idea.
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| awesome night! =) |
[03 Apr 2005|12:32pm] |
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krista came over yesterday. jeff and ray did too. we worked on my history extra credit. it came out liek shit, prolly about 25/100 points? yeah. it sucked really bad. oh well. it was worth a try. the boys left, me & krista got ready and went to amys! <3 hung out with her nd kim. and natalia came for a little bit too. mhm.. i had lots of fun last night. =) i felt very unwanted for a few, well, we all did. but we got over it and had our OWN fun without them biitches. haha. we didnt go to sleep until 6:30 a.m. and i woke up at about 9:40 omg i am so tired. so i am running on about 3 hours of sleep. god help me! and.. in about an hour i'm leaving to go to a family party. joy! then i get to come home, write up a small report and take my ass to bed! then go to school in the morning. 8-D joy to the fuckiing world. but yeah that should be amusiing. hearing, EVERYONES shit about me & dustin. screw you all, i'm happier then ever with him! =)
- we faught a little last night. he said something that really hurt my feelings. it sucked. but we made up! =) <33 i love you baby. i'm so glad you called me this morning, i was really worrieda bout you. i love you so much.
<33 Jordan.
i'll update soon!
dont you worrry. ;]
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i have a bad feeling about today.
my mom says, what are you doing tonight? you could have a few people over if you want.
me: "theres no body to have over, amy wants me to spend the night."
mom: "oh, i dont know about that. you've been doing that a lot lately, why don't you have her come here."
me: "uh, because kim is going over there too."
* end of conversation *
ugh! this is what i didnt want to happen. before, she never cared! i could stay the night at amys whenever. and now, just because i'm dating dustin i can't? that is so dumb! god. it doesn't mean every single time i am over there i am going to be with him. cant they just trust me a little. MY GOD. they are going to make me crabby, and ruin my day if i stayed home all fucking night last night & now i cant even go out.
i better fucking be able to go. or i'm not going to be happy, not at all.
<3
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[01 Apr 2005|11:55pm] |
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"I'm just calling to tell you I'm okay and I'm not doing anything bad."
I love you Dustin <3
Things liek that make me trust you 10x more.
I have been noticing the littlest things about you lately that are just making me fall in love with you all over again. The littlest things have changed with you, and they make the biggest difference in the world. I love you more then words can explain. <3
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( biitchesss )
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| officially most boring day ever ! |
[01 Apr 2005|09:54pm] |
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- this has officially been the most boring day of my life -
i woke up to the dog jumping on my head.
sat online, all day.
argued with dustin a little. but i love him!
faught with my dad for a while.
and my sister.
um, rented movies, and watched one.
it was okay, i guess. a little weird.
akward to watch with my mom. hm?
talking to amy, waiting for my love to call back <3
then going to bed, probably.
tomorrow should be much more exciting! =)
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[01 Apr 2005|03:35pm] |
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todays plans::
bumming around until 6:00
going to the store with mom & krista
getting movies
making my rosa parks bus shoe box display! ;]
kristas going home
watching movies with mom :]
going to bed.
tomorrow:
hopefully going to amys!
and hanging out with our friend natalie.
; ] how hott.
- cross your fingers for me everyone!
- ive been keeping this in
wayy too long. it needs to
come out. really soon </3
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oh this day shall be quite boring.
nothing exciting. blah. how sucky!
Ive decided to stay home and not ask to do anything. so that tomorrow i can spend the night at amys! =) SO i am going to work on my history extra credit that is due on Monday. = ( I have to make a shoebox thing on Rosa Parks >> how exciting!
I talked to Dustin for a while last night before I went to bed. He was being so cute. <3 I love him! I love falling asleep talking to him, and then this morning, getting woken up by his phone call. How wonderful. What a great way to start off my day. = )
Well, I'm out.
Have a nice day everyone.
<3 Jordan
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